Sarah wakes up a little startled. She does not know, but I left a few hours to live. Nobody knows these things. In any case, this morning as Sarah opens her eyes suddenly, as rising fiercely from a deep white for air, and for a few seconds feels a great emptiness, something tangible, like an old dead animal skin in his hands, a void filled with sadness and loneliness.
Sarah gradually adjusts to its environment, and allow the skin to abide by every day, I think Sarah can not be doubt. And I just had a nightmare, so I feel so, so strange. What I have dreamed? Turn your head sideways and looks at her husband who sleeps where a peaceful old cat. How can he sleep well, so calm, when I just arrived from a world so cold and white? Because Sarah is now agreeing to sleep where she is walking down a road and someone chases, yes, that someone behind her, all on a snowy road and suddenly a hole swallows and Sarah falls goes down ... And when he wakes with a start on this last day of his life, this last morning in this room as dear where ever she found some peace. Think Sarah.
in the kitchen.
Sarah prepares breakfast, a coffee with milk for her and tea for Salva. Tiny suddenly remembered that her mother had a sad story that happened in a far and cold, ice a country where everything was glass, houses, roads, trees, plants, even the birds and was the story of a girl who disappeared under a blanket of white, untouched and remote. And deep. And no one else knew of it, that light soft girl with long golden hairs. Sarah looks with eyes wide open to his mother like a queen is telling this story in the North, says her mother far this animal look tired, Sarah now realizes it. But now, many years after the death of his mother to keep reading legends, it is too late to understand, to embrace.
Paseo.
Sarah loves to go for a walk after breakfast. It is not really a ride, or yes, depending where you look at the situations Sarah is going to feed her chickens in a pen that has, up in the village. The ride is smooth, like the weather. Today is already autumn, he thinks. Passes in front of Juanita's house.
- Daughter, your always active, Juanita says that she's sitting in the sun on a bench yolk color wood. Sarah thinks that Juanita is like an old lizard.
- Yes, Juanita, I'll feed the chickens.
- And the grandchildren? How are you?
- Thomas is a little cold, then I'll call Paqui.
It's fall and everything is always the same, is known as a continuum, known, appreciated. Juanita is like a friendly lizard, the sun shines like a huge diamond, trees are a green ocean.
James and Agnes.
Approaching the pen provided at home Sarah to James and Agnes and greets them and asks them as they are. Delicious is a custom, thinking. Santiago always makes her laugh with his bizarre stories about people that no longer exists, who are buried in the village cemetery long ago, they are now with sand and salt. Sarah says: If it were not for the moment, life would be.
These words are a little discouraged. Maybe I, intrinsic, in a depression that rises to the surface of this most inscrutable internal ocean. Neither Sarah knows nor understands Sarah. James laughs at this last day of his life, has this smile that amazed, 40 years ago to an elegant, dark Salva.
Tarde.
a short while that Sarah's life suddenly stop existing, so that your heart stops beating, that Sarah's humanity into something mysterious, empty and meaningless answer. Lack bit but Sarah does not know, nor Salva is talking with a neighbor on the wood that the city has in store for the neighborhood, or other people who follow their lives as if nothing were to happen.
And I did not know intimately Sarah I imagine her with the lightness of step gazelle walking towards her house, I have to call Paqui thinks Sarah. It's a beautiful fall day, watching the sky above reflects, light blue, a blue nail clear coat on the life of Sarah that he will never again behold.